"Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." Phil. 4:6
"Casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
So, of course I want the Lord to do great things with my life. right?
I had forgotten that when taking a step of faith, its not a controlled, comfortable situation. Its a vulnerable place. A place where I need to rest in His strength and might, and realize, He is all i need. My sufficiency needs to come from Him. Without Him, i will be lost.
How thankful I am that I can count on Him. He never fails!
side note- if I have a car for any period of time, something happens to it. I dont know why, but i never have a vehicle that is faithful, im always worried that any second the next thing will be wrong. I know, thats lame, because its just a material thing.
Then, we have people.
Most of us can count on our parents right?
When we are sick in school they would leave work to some and get us because we were their priority.
But then there are the times, when you need someone, and they are in a meeting, or they just happen to be out of town on the day when you needed their help.
In that moment there is nothing that can change the fact that they cannot help you.
You have called every person you can think of, and nobody answers. Not because they don't care necessarily, but because in that moment, they weren't there.
I think we've all been there.
Or, you may have had a sickening nervous feeling in the pit of your stomach, and you no longer have control. A car accident? You get nervous when you realize, wow, i cant control this anymore.
We have had, and will in the future have spiritual car wrecks.
We were fine getting in the car, driving to our destination, but wait, you thought you were a great driver, but you got distracted, or something jumped out in front of you. Where are you now? are you at the end of yourself. you call for help. what if nobody answers?
I got a job in Belfast today, they want me to have the orientation very soon.
It's an hour drive. My car hasn't been running well. I have no money saved up for an apartment. hmm. I had two choices.
1) Look at the seemingly uncontrollable situation and get nervous trying to figure it out on my own.
2.) Pray and let the Lord stand by my side, take my hand and lead me.
I will choose the one with less stress, anxiety, and the better outcome.
It makes things so much better when we call to Jesus first.
If He is Lord of my Life, and if He is my Commander, then who better to direct me and take care of all the details.
After all, I am tired of making decisions. The Lord can work everything out. Only if I let Him though.. I tend to control situations, then i get confused, anxious, and it becomes complex. When God handles me life, it is more clear.
Now, If moving to Belfast is what the Lord has for me, then this will continue.
There is no doubt that I am still nervous, because it is happening all SO fast. Yet, I know for a fact, He is with me. No matter what the outcome, He is with me.
To know the truth of how God wants to be near us, to lead us, to comfort us, and to live in us, is so powerful.
I think of all the cults and religions in this world that have rituals of how to get to God, and some think they cant even speak to Him on their own! How absurd! Our King Jesus Christ said, "Come to ME, all you who are weary and I will give you rest."
He wants us to long for Him, to be comforted by Him, to walk with Him, and talk with Him." Jesus Christ is the only mediator between God and man.
He alone is all we need.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Monday, September 6, 2010
Labor Day Blessings...
God Blesses us in many ways when We just live our lives out in a way that pleases Him...
1) First of all, this morning I got to see my sweet niece Eden, and nephew Sam, and of course my brother Steven, Christian, Holly, and my Dad :). We just had a little cook-out where we threw some Bratwursts on the grill, and hung out with each other. It was a cool, yet somewhat warm day that reminded us all of the wonderful fall season that is ahead. Personally I am SO excited to be able to actually put on an outfit that consists of more clothing than shorts and a tank top. This means, scarves, pants, cute shoes, and I can toss those flip flops in the closet for another year. I mean, don't get me wrong, flip flops are amazing. They allow your feet to have the freedom of ventilation with the comfort of Havianna's cushion underneath, but they are longing for a deeper comfort.
2.)
I also drove to the farm town of Bradford to pick up my step-sister Rebekah, and made the mandatory stop at Starbucks on the way home for their limited time Pumpkin Spice Latte!! mmmmmmm yummmm.. It's been too long! and since Starbucks is afraid to plant it's heals in the DD loving city of Ellsworth, I have to take advantage of being in Bangor near one while I can!
3. (also my favorite)
You know how people always try to encourage you with the solid truth that God cares about every aspect of our lives, and even the little minor thoughts that we dont even take the time to pray about? Well, I have come to the realization that when I have little desires, most of the time God grants me the desires even before I ask for them, and what a blessing they are!! "sigh"
If you have read my previous entry, I mentioned how i want to learn the piano. But how does one accomplish such a task when there isnt a piano to play?? Well, ladies and gentlemen...God provides.
I was bringing a friend home from prayer tonight, and I mentioned to her how I wanted to learn the piano, and she pipes up and says, "oh hey, we have one you can have." I didn't believe it. But, yes, tonight i drove home with a keyboard, stand, and music stand. AWESOME!
When I take the time to pray about things that I think are so important and huge in my life, I lift them up to the throne room, I believe I still have doubt in my mind.
The Lord saw my little desire, and it came to be in almost less than two days.
So now, I will journey into the piano realm of music. I am so excited!
1) First of all, this morning I got to see my sweet niece Eden, and nephew Sam, and of course my brother Steven, Christian, Holly, and my Dad :). We just had a little cook-out where we threw some Bratwursts on the grill, and hung out with each other. It was a cool, yet somewhat warm day that reminded us all of the wonderful fall season that is ahead. Personally I am SO excited to be able to actually put on an outfit that consists of more clothing than shorts and a tank top. This means, scarves, pants, cute shoes, and I can toss those flip flops in the closet for another year. I mean, don't get me wrong, flip flops are amazing. They allow your feet to have the freedom of ventilation with the comfort of Havianna's cushion underneath, but they are longing for a deeper comfort.
2.)
I also drove to the farm town of Bradford to pick up my step-sister Rebekah, and made the mandatory stop at Starbucks on the way home for their limited time Pumpkin Spice Latte!! mmmmmmm yummmm.. It's been too long! and since Starbucks is afraid to plant it's heals in the DD loving city of Ellsworth, I have to take advantage of being in Bangor near one while I can!
3. (also my favorite)
You know how people always try to encourage you with the solid truth that God cares about every aspect of our lives, and even the little minor thoughts that we dont even take the time to pray about? Well, I have come to the realization that when I have little desires, most of the time God grants me the desires even before I ask for them, and what a blessing they are!! "sigh"
If you have read my previous entry, I mentioned how i want to learn the piano. But how does one accomplish such a task when there isnt a piano to play?? Well, ladies and gentlemen...God provides.
I was bringing a friend home from prayer tonight, and I mentioned to her how I wanted to learn the piano, and she pipes up and says, "oh hey, we have one you can have." I didn't believe it. But, yes, tonight i drove home with a keyboard, stand, and music stand. AWESOME!
When I take the time to pray about things that I think are so important and huge in my life, I lift them up to the throne room, I believe I still have doubt in my mind.
The Lord saw my little desire, and it came to be in almost less than two days.
So now, I will journey into the piano realm of music. I am so excited!
Sunday, September 5, 2010
He remains Faithful.
Well, the weather today was amazing. It was about 65-70 degrees out with a slight breeze. Mmmmm, fall is coming. :) I'm excited. I made Bananna bread today, and it has already inspired me to cook a lot this fall season, hopefully it will actually happen...
I knew that Audrey Assad sang the song, "For Love of You" which is one of my favorites, but it doesn't showcase her talented raw voice and piano skills, so I was excited to find out about her videos on youtube today. She has now become one of my favorite artists.
There is something in music that I love when there is just a single voice or harmony with one instrument, either piano or guitar. That is where real talent lies i believe. The un-edited vocalist.
So, of course now I want to learn the piano...Maybe the Lord will bless me with the chance to be taught... :) "ask and you shall receive."
I have come to the realization that I worry to much about always acting the right way, or always making the right decision, that i get so caught up in myself that I am missing life around me. I pray that the Lord would totally renew my life, and my love for Him, that I would be changed into a woman that is in Love with Him, and live a simple life of love. I miss the simplicity of my walk with Christ. I like simplicity, yet when I look at my life, it is far from simple.
"I Believe, Lord Help my Unbelief." I love this prayer.
My dad an I watched a teaching by David Jeremiah today, and he was talking about our Journey with Christ.
Me mentioned how as a Christian, we need to stay in our own lane(using driving as an example), and we get so caught up in looking in other people's lanes and trying to get in their lane, yet God has set a track in front of us, and we need to focus on THAT road He has us on. I believe he was in Hebrews 12:1-3. I really enjoyed that example, and that is something I struggle with as a Christian everyday. Lord, change my heart! I know that what He has is best for me, yet I get caught up in how He works in other people lives, and loose focus of my own. Everyday is a new learning experience with Him. I am so thankful He is patient! He is so faithful.
Monday- Prayer Night for the K-12 school supported by our church, free tuition, and prayer for the youth group/outreach ideas.
Answered Prayers- a family of 4 or 5 (?) is coming back to our tuition free school next week!! Praise the Lord! Two high school aged kids, and two younger i think. last week we prayed that they would be lead by the Lord to come back, and be taken out of the Public school. God, YOU are awesome. :)
I knew that Audrey Assad sang the song, "For Love of You" which is one of my favorites, but it doesn't showcase her talented raw voice and piano skills, so I was excited to find out about her videos on youtube today. She has now become one of my favorite artists.
There is something in music that I love when there is just a single voice or harmony with one instrument, either piano or guitar. That is where real talent lies i believe. The un-edited vocalist.
So, of course now I want to learn the piano...Maybe the Lord will bless me with the chance to be taught... :) "ask and you shall receive."
I have come to the realization that I worry to much about always acting the right way, or always making the right decision, that i get so caught up in myself that I am missing life around me. I pray that the Lord would totally renew my life, and my love for Him, that I would be changed into a woman that is in Love with Him, and live a simple life of love. I miss the simplicity of my walk with Christ. I like simplicity, yet when I look at my life, it is far from simple.
"I Believe, Lord Help my Unbelief." I love this prayer.
My dad an I watched a teaching by David Jeremiah today, and he was talking about our Journey with Christ.
Me mentioned how as a Christian, we need to stay in our own lane(using driving as an example), and we get so caught up in looking in other people's lanes and trying to get in their lane, yet God has set a track in front of us, and we need to focus on THAT road He has us on. I believe he was in Hebrews 12:1-3. I really enjoyed that example, and that is something I struggle with as a Christian everyday. Lord, change my heart! I know that what He has is best for me, yet I get caught up in how He works in other people lives, and loose focus of my own. Everyday is a new learning experience with Him. I am so thankful He is patient! He is so faithful.
Monday- Prayer Night for the K-12 school supported by our church, free tuition, and prayer for the youth group/outreach ideas.
Answered Prayers- a family of 4 or 5 (?) is coming back to our tuition free school next week!! Praise the Lord! Two high school aged kids, and two younger i think. last week we prayed that they would be lead by the Lord to come back, and be taken out of the Public school. God, YOU are awesome. :)
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