Spring? Hmm...

Well, I thought spring 2011 was here, until it was taken away by ANOTHER 6 inches of snow. Hmm.
Going to interviews is becoming a hassel. Will I ever fit inside this work driven world? Probably not, but unless I marry rich this will have to do :)
I met with the surgeon today, no not for surgery, for a 2nd interview. Is it wrong that inside I am sort of praying I won't get the new job? Hmm.
It would be easier to get a message saying they have chosen someone else, and I wouldn't have to break the news to my current employer. Yet, when I think of staying where I am, I have anxiety, and wonder why would I ever want to stay?
Will I ever be able to do a great job and be noticed? Will the effect of my detail oriented labor and attention to what the Doctors expect ever strike into action?
Since I am on the front lines, even when I trace an appointment all the way to the room making sure every detail is in place, somewhere it is overtaken by someone else's mistake. Hmm...
I am beginning to wonder what it is I am to do?
"another day, another dollar" -worst expression EVER!
"another day, another soul saved from hell."- I would like to live by this motto.
The Corporate world is leaving a sour taste in my mouth, but Im glad because so many people get lost in that world.
There is a time and season for everything, I am just praying for strength to get through this one.
Alas, "Lord, please bring Spring."